Trial continues -quick update

 I am writing this from my room at Princess Margaret while I await my third treatment in this trial. Treatment #2 went much better, only requiring one night in hospital and fevers were all finished within 48 hours. 

I was saying to Ian that’s it’s strange to wait for the onslaught of side effects. With chemo the side effects came on somewhat gradually. With this treatment it’s like I get punched in the face. Bam! I’m hanging over a garbage can and spiking fevers. 
Here’s hoping it’s not that bad and I can go home today…. They just hung the IV Benedryl so this post is getting cut short as I start my sedative stupor.  Let the games begin!

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