January - June 2020 - in a nutshell
In a way getting the news in January was a relief. Every scan came with the anxiety of “will this be THE ONE”; the scan that will mark the beginning of the end? So once we absorbed the information, I could start to formulate my “game plan”. Through all my diagnoses and changes in treatment plan, etc… this has always been the most important stage. The Game Plan. Once I know what we are doing, and how I need to plan and adjust my life around the plan, I can move forward with life. Living WITH Cancer is how I chose to move forward. When Ian asked me what I wanted to do before I had to start chemo (which we assumed to be early summer), my answer was : “Go to Nashville, New Orleans, and run a half marathon”. Unfortunately, COVID had other plans for us when it came to travel… but the half marathon was totally within my control. So that’s what I did. Ian begrudgingly decided to run it with me. I think he...